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Saturday, February 28th, 2009
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Literally floating high on clouds.....i got an itouch its the best thing ever only eight gig but im not complaining it has the coolest applications and what can i say but im in love....
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Saturday, June 14th, 2008
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well its summer in el paso and the heat is so horrible . wish i could live in the water and swim all day/night long. unbearable more like it. have made a great friend Kamal he is from Iran and is very interesting. love to have long talks with him very intelligent and extremely thoughtful. girls are out of school for another month at least before they go back. tristan had some surgery to change his gtube and his canula as well has a different bigger size. they did reduce his feeding as he had gained a bit too much weight being on continuous feedings. thye have wheened him off the oxygen again which is good i dont like for him to be too dependant on that. i heart coast to coast and cannot stop listening . was watching a special on the internet about the seed bank in well up norht way up like north pole territory and its amazing what they the scientists have been able to gather there in case of a dooms day scenerio.
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Thursday, April 12th, 2007
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dear jesse jackson
I would like to know how hypocrisy fits into your everyday beliefs. Does this ring a bell?
In 1984, during the Democratic presidential primaries, the Reverend Jesse Jackson referred to New York as “Hymietown,” with reference to the Jewish population. In case you’re not aware, “hymie” is a derogatory term used to refer to Jews. His apology was feeble at best and all he actually apologized for was getting caught for what he said, not using the insult itself.
Have you apologized to the Jewish people on the air? Have you personally been to New York to apologize to every single Jewish there? I think you were sorry that you were caught, not actually sorry for what you said. The only reason no one came out for you as you have towards Imus is because you’re black and in this society ANYTHING to do with a black person has to be treaded on lightly which is ridiculous.
What happened to you being a man of faith? You are a ‘reverend” aren’t you? What did Jesus preach? You should take out the speck in your eye first before you remark on your brothers’ speck. Forgiveness ever hear of it? You should ask forgiveness to the Jewish community AND to Imus, for not being the forgiving loving person Jesus would have liked.
You are the exact people that are keeping the racial divide strong why because you keep talking about 'black empowerment' What about human empowernment period? What about making the human race a strong productive loving people? Not just the blacks, or mexicans, or blacks, etc...
You as a reverend had the responsibility to practice what you preach which is forgiveness.
Matthew 7:5:
5You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.
Mark 11:25
And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive him, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins."
I would like a public apology for offending me as a woman of faith Reverend and i want that apology over the airwaves and on the television.
God bless you
Marcela
El Paso, Texas
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Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
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Monday, August 21st, 2006
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I havent exactly posted in ages but i just read the most amazing book ever which took me back to my days in corpus christi and san antonio as an i guess ninety version of a dharma bum...I finished reading The Dharma Bums" by Jack Kerouac. OMG THAT BOOK JUST BLEW MY MIND AWAY WAY BETTER THAN ON THE ROAD I AM NOW READING bIG sUR WHICH IS DEFINATELY LESS positive if u may. It talks about jacks alcoholism in his forties he died i beleive at forty seven. this was definately one of the best times the beat generation unlike this era where everyone has to watch where they go or what they say instead of living like brother and sister and caring for the fellow neighbor...
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| Subject: | Robyn |
| Time: | 5:55 pm. |
| Mood: |  crushed. | | Music: | .Blue Eyes Crying in the Rain..Willie Nelson. |
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I dont post much on here unless it is something that truly touches me or affects me tremendously. Well what can I say never leave for tomorrow what you can do today . But no regrets. Tomorrow I was going to visit my best friend who was gravely ill with terminal cancer. Tomorrow I was going to take some flowers and a mix of Willie Nelson songs that we used to listen to. Tomorrow..
Robyn died this morning.
The news hit me like a ton of bricks.
I miss her dearly but sad to say if she is resting now it is better for her. We had a deep connection she was 54 years young.
I met her through a bad event in our lives. She was my sons home bound nurse. The day he came home from the hospital in Houston she was already at my home . I didnt know then but she was battling cancer then.
This death feels empty on her end. I feel as If she didnt have closure maybe my own feelings since i was in denial, and led myself to believe that she was going to be okay. I think she was resigned to not living much longer.
I havent been this close to anyone in a long time and havent had someone close to me pass away. I looked forward to her working on Saturdays because it was a time i could talk to her. I selfishly poured my heart out as soon as she stepped in the door and I tortured her with my 24/7 song playing of Elvis gospel and Willie Nelson. One of her favorite
willie Nelson songs was Blue Eyes Crying in the Rain what better way to remember her...
In the twilight glow i see her
Blue eyes crying in the rain
When we kissed goodbye and parted
I knew we'd never meet again
Love is like a dying ember
And only memories remain
And through the ages i'll remember
Blue eyes crying in the rain.
Someday when we meet up yonder
We'll stroll hand in hand again
In the land that knows no parting
For blue eyes crying in the rain.
I Love You Robyn.
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I never really post on this journal aside from the occasional glimpse into what happens in my life which is random trivial everyday things. I'm a news junkie but usually with only events that happen around the U.S. or Iran as I tend to go into these paranoia mindsets and forget about the rest of the world. I understand that there is no economic reason for the Bush administration to care about Darfur. Does that make eveyone else go "oh well' someone will take care of it. I understand people are living under rough economic times gas prices are unbelievable. But lets look at it this way....you may be paying a lot for gas but at least you have money to pay for gas, or if ure bitching about the price at least u have a car to get around in and shoes and a paved road. These people have nothing these kids have no shoes , no paved roads. Why care aobut them and not the issues in the u.s.? we have problems here yes, but if person has no money to eat waht do they do, go to their local DHS and apply for food stamps, no medical care apply for medicaid, go to your local hospital in case of crisis and they cant deny you care. These people live in a desert with nothing to comfort them or bring joy to their faces. Its heartbreaking. We have shelters around the country the salvation army the oportunity center the veterans home here in el paso. people may sleep on a floor but its inside a building and on a mattress. What is my goal ? To raise awareness that we are not the only ones in crisis we dont have a desert full of homeless people and dying children. It takes time to research and send for information and then send a money order but imagine that is your child without shoes your brother forced to go to war at twelfe your mother or sister or daughter getting raped while going to get some water. we have the immigration issue yes but at least they have jobs here in the us they make money they have businesses they send money to other countries mexico wherever but these poor people in africa are dying. Your show of support any form is greatly appreciated, prayer donation, support, educating yourself and your children. Write to your congressman the white house how many hours does eveyone spend on the computer take time to write a letter send an email get information visit this site ...www.savedarfur.org
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Friday, January 20th, 2006
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| Time: | 9:08 am. |
| Mood: |  pensive. |
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Sunday, January 1st, 2006
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| Time: | 2:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  high. | | Music: | Sitting on the dock of the bay Willie Nelson. |
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This year has brought incredible things my way and i am very thankful to God and can only wish the same to everyone. I will be moving into my new home by the end of january the builders are almost done and i am ecstatic...I can feel it in the air so to speak ...tons of blessings, I hope the same to all my friends your days full of life,love, health, and happiness. Even if one or more of those are missing from your life just remember that the mere fact that we are alive and breathing is reason to celebrate...i was always complaining about something but alot has changed. I may not have a man "sighs" but I have my children whom I love dearly, my parents and great family who cares and loves me and some exceptional friends and the presence of God in my life, so i must say life is good....
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
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 I tashte like Alcohol.
Heh. Heh. I taste like beer. I like beer. Buy me a beer. I'm not drunk, I can drink plenty without... What was I saying? Beer. What Flavour Are You?
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Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
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I read George Jungs story and i think he was a businessman simplyy...lets not be picky about the little details "he happened to be a drug lord"...but his story seems sad, so i will write and see what he has to say....
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oohhh i bouthgt some melatonin for my insomnia to see if that will help me regulate my sleep cycle as i went to bed again at five in the morning and had to be up by eigth it sucked but anyways i will load up on that and some valerian and chamomile tea ...somethings gotta give right? anyone experienceing the same problema....now maybe if my sex life was REALLY GOOD that my help but at the moment it is nonexistent so that SUCKS big time....:(
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today has been an extemely good day then again maybe cuz i came across some money hehe....money doesnt take the place of true happiness but it sure as hell makes you comfortable in some areas....oh well hot as hell outside i hate el paso weather but what can i do? im stuck here for a while
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Saturday, July 31st, 2004
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Thursday, July 29th, 2004
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i hate him i hate him i hate him myex is beig such an asshole...
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I have reevaluated my thoughts and you are right Shady, guys suck ...sometimes, sex does not suck its great....when u can get it true....and life sucks sometimes...anyways...i was talking to David today and we had a pretty good conversation, surprisingly, hes like "damn girl you know everybody in el paso , when i told him i knew the people he hungout with on saturday hehe...this town is TOO damn small as i am learning from all these people i have met ..."sighs"...well today i will be seeing somebody pretty important and i just hope to put all the confusion behind me...as soon as we deal with this current situation...everything will be so much better "i hope"....
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Wednesday, July 28th, 2004
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FUCK i am supposed to be in bed, i cant fucking sleep, the insomnia is getting fucking worse...i need something to mellow me out...hmm whatever could that be?!any ideas or suggestions?
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