Time is moving so fast every year seems to fly by even quicker than the last. I feel like my life is kind of pointless at the moment in the personal arena. Not family/spouse, but self. I dont think iver really lived up to my potential. I am trying to live without being depressed but it is very difficult. I am on medication but honestly it just keeps me from crying i think it hides a lot of feelings which is good becuaw before i used to cry at h the drop of a hat. I really want to change who i am personally but it seems impossible. anyone have any ideas of how to make small changes without the use of legal drugs?